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She can’t know the truth about me, she can’t know who I am it will all be over then. I can’t risk her life If I Stay with her eventuality I will take her down with me. I know that she makes me feel something that I’ve never felt in my life. To be honest, I don’t even know if I truly deserve what I feel for her.

I don’t stop watching her I watch her every move I know where she’s going what she is doing at all times I will not allow her to get hurt. Unless it’s me hurting her, I won’t allow no one else to take what’s mine. Seeing Jake at her apartment again is surprising, wondering why he’s there. She is So stupid she follows him she should know better by now that he isn’t good for her. As I watch Jake walk her to the bus stop, I get into the back of his car. I decide that I’m finally taking care of him once and for all I’ve never killed a man, but it can’t be that hard.

As I wait for him to come back to his car I am surprised when he also brings Jessica back with him. Seriously, not knowing what the hell I am going to do now that she’s with him. I hurry up and knock her out. Before Jake can even react to my actions, I then knock him out as well. I drive the car to somewhere that I know that I have had buried other bodies before. Hoping that Jessica does not wake up, I don’t want to hurt her. I need to get rid of this Jake problem now while I can.

I pull Jake’s body out of my car he still knocked out this is going to be easier than I thought. I slice his throat and watched him bleed out, getting Enjoyment from it, of course. The hole that I already dug up because this was for someone else, but it will suit for him now. I throw his lifeless body and bury it. I will say this is one of my sloppiest kills, but totally worth it.

I hit Jessica again to make her stay out longer, not wanting her to wake before I want her to. I need to get back to the apartment, so I can stage everything correctly, so she believes me. I don’t want her to know that I killed him she will never know. He will not come back into her life I don’t want him to. I want her for myself I am not sure how it’s going to work yet with time I will figure it out. I have been going crazy not being around her.

I don’t want anyone else coming in to sweep her away from me. That is definitely not allowed she is mine. I have never really been this possessive over anybody before, but she makes me feel something I have never felt. It almost has become an obsession I can’t make myself stay away any longer. I have been watching her every move just because I can, she doesn’t realize it yet, and she never will.

As we pull up to the apartment, I carry her to my room. I lay her down gently on my bed god I love her body I want to ravish her so fucking bad. I know I can’t right now but in time I will, I need to play the cool I don’t want her figuring it out. So, I decide to call her mother I call her multiple times to my surprise no answer which am thankful for. It gives me more time to plan all that has happened.

I find it funny that it was so easy to get everyone to believe that Jake actually killed Kendra. Planning evidence was not as hard as I thought it would be. It was even out in the open and people are so stupid that I didn’t even get caught. They only focused on the evidence that I presented to them, which I found very surprising.

I know how to play this it’s easier than what I ever thought it would be. I know that I made her jealous, and I know that she cares about me. Play the role of me not wanting to develop feelings, but then I did. It is so simple women are so fragile they believe anything you say, which makes it easy. I don’t know how long I am going to keep a hold of her. Surprisingly, I do crave her more than anything I have developed feelings that I never could feel for anyone else. That probably the only reason that I will never kill her but let her free.

It makes it so easy that she is alone, having no friends is the greatest thing. I just hope her mother stays out of our business I don’t want to hurt her. Even though I will do what I think is necessary to keep her to myself. I also believe that when it comes down to it, I will be able to pull Jessica away from her. Don’t think it will be as hard as it was for the other ones. Even though I will say Jessica took longer than what most of them did to fall into my trap. Now that everything is settled with the detectives, they have no evidence on me.

I can finally focus on Jessica and what my plan is going to be. I am not sure yet, but I know it will be good waiting for her to wake up is making me crazy. It’s also giving me time to plan my next move. I need Jessica at least think that I care it will get me closer to her. I get an ahold of that marking places she wanted to work at threaten them. Now I’m just waiting to see what they decide to do if they hire her back or believe my words.

It’s so easy to get people to believe what you want them to believe they only see what is presented. They don’t look farther into it because they are too blind from it all. I noticed that she’s starting to wake up it’s now time to focus on her mother. The one person she loves most, let’s make her feel that she is in danger. So, I can be the one to comfort her that is my plan since her mother didn’t answer any of her calls.

I find it humorous that her mother thinks that I am not even there with her like I’m invisible. Her mother not wanting to believe that any other man, but Jake is for her even after all that I planted. Her mother is so relentless she does not follow my plan at all, but she will in time. I can see the relief on Jessica’s face when she realizes her mother is fine. It’s sort of angers me I don’t want her to feel anything for anybody but me.

It’s time to play my cards hopefully I play them well. I want her to think that she is the only girl for me and all reality there might be others. For now there is only her she is what I crave, and I will get it I always do. As I run away from her, I hear her knocking at the door I do not answer I need to play it well. When I see her in the shower starting to play with herself and screaming out my name. I can’t take it no more, I want her I’m going to go get what I crave.