Seduced by My Childhood Sweetheart’s Brother

I was sure Colin was ignoring me for a reason.

In the past, he’d treated me so well I shouldn’t make things difficult for him.

Thus, I didn’t call him again. Instead, I tried getting used to taking care of myself, I was scared that someone would say I was shameless once more.

I was using my way to maintain my pitiful dignity.

Actually, I thought about it before. No matter how great Colin treated me, he was still Felix’s brother. He wouldn’t have a fallout or draw a clear line with me for me and Felix.

In the past, when I was friends with Felix, I’d lost to love.

At this time, when I was friends with Colin, I lost to family.

Thinking about it, I was quite pitiful

It was fine during the day. Many people came and went by. My attention could be diverted.

the other hand, it was tough during the night. I had a lot of free time after dinner. I didn’t want my emotions to affect my roommates, so I sat somewhere in the corner of the campus. Usually, I would sit there for a few hours.

It was cold at the end of October. The cold wind made me numb.

On the fourth day after class, I saw Colin on campus. He was walking with Jasmine. I didn’t know what Jasmine said, but he showed a gentle smile.

I wanted to ask him where he had been for the past few days and why he didn’t answer my calls and

texts.

However, upon seeing Colin and Jasmine chatting happily, I was sure they didn’t want to be interrupted.

I turned around to leave.

At that time, I walked very slowly. My footsteps were heavy.

I was waiting for Colin to realize my existence. I wanted him to come after me and have meals like last

time.

On the fifth day, I came across Colin in the corridor. He still looked handsome. He wore a white shirt.

When he saw me, he was slightly taken aback. Then, he frowned.

When I was about to speak, Jasmine approached Colin from behind. Colin glanced at me coldly before

leaving with Jasmine. The words I wanted to say were stuck in my throat. It was so painful that I wanted

to cry.

Nevertheless, I felt happy. At least, I had confirmed nothing happened to Colin. Since he was still on

campus, I could rest assured.

That day, I didn’t have dinner. I stayed outside and only returned to the dormitory when the curfew

almost hit.

I didn’t know what was wrong with me. When I saw Colin and Jasmine together, I wanted to cry.

But I knew things would end up this way. After all, I was their mailman.

When I was alone, I would wonder if I was wrong. If I didn’t pass the letter to Colin, would all of this not

have happened? Could I enjoy Colin’s care and pretend he would always be by my side? He didn’t need to

be in a relationship. In the future, he wouldn’t be like Felix and find a wife, making things difficult for me.

I didn’t know why I would have such thoughts. Maybe I had gone crazy.

The nightmarish days passed slowly. My head hurt so badly that I couldn’t eat. I always had dreams

when I was asleep, too.

I wanted to call my parents, but I was afraid that they would sense that something was wrong with me

and be worried. So, I could only endure the days alone.

Queenie said that I had lost weight, my eyes had lost their sparkle, and my chin had sharpened. She said

she felt sad looking at me.

I stared at myself through the mirror. My eye bags were dark, and my skin was gray. My breath had also

become light and faint.

I thought I had fallen ill. Otherwise, my headache wouldn’t have been so severe. I didn’t even have the

energy to walk. My sight turned black at times, too.

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In the beginning, Queenie and Zoey said they would never tell me why Colin was angry. Later on, they kept telling me things. But I no longer wanted to listen. I only wanted to sit alone

somewhere quiet.