Chapter 48: Already A Mess
ALREADY A MESS
RAYNE’s POV
I looked at the small swelling in his pants and I wondered why it was there.
“Come here!” He called, stretching an arm toward me. I hesitated for a moment before starting toward him in slow steps. I stopped when I was a few inches away from him, took his hand, and he suddenly pulled me so close into his arms, that my breath hitched as I fell face flat into his naked chest. With faces Inches away, lips close apart and bodies so close, and warm breath fanning the unclothed part of my neck, I felt my heart racing. Any slight movement and I might just be kissing him.
I felt one of his strong arms wrap around my waist, then he lifted me off of him. “Sit!” He said, patting the spot on the bed next to him. I obeyed him, and sat down, looking down. My heart was racing nervously and my stomach was all butterflies, I didn’t want him to see the shyness in my eyes.
ERIC’s POV
Have you ever heard of the word Erect?” I asked and she slowly nodded. It surprised me that she did know the word, but how could she still act clueless despite knowing? “What does it mean?”
“It’s the state of having something in an erect position.” She murmured, fiddling with her cloth. That wasn’t what I wanted to hear, but it was good that she knew the basics.
“Have you ever given a hand job before?” I asked her. Of course, I knew she must have never, but I just felt the need to tease her.
“What’s a hand job?” She asked, looking at me cluelessly. I grinned at her, then rubbed her cheek with the back of my palm.
“It simply means sex using the hand. You can give a hand job in a case where your partner is so turned on, but you can’t eat or make love to them, probably because you’re in public or stuff. Now for example. I’m turned on for you,” I explained and saw her cheeks turn crimson. “So, have you touched a dick before?”
She shook her head and then bowed shyly, “No.” I already knew the answer, but for some reason, I just wanted to hear her say it, and it pleased me that I was her first. And I was going to be her only one.
“You’ll do that now, okay?”
“But, I don’t know how to.” She said looking up at me.Text property © Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org.
“It’s okay, I’m going to teach you.”
RAYNE’S POV
Eric suddenly took my hand, and with it, he reached for the swell in his pants and the moment it grazed my hand, I felt a shiver run down my body. My cheeks turned hot instantly. It felt big, and tickly, making me wonder why. He hadn’t been like that since.
ERIC’s POV
I guarded her hand to my lower abdomen, and I felt her hand freeze midair the moment she came in contact with my member, and hell, I felt a shiver run through my body. Then, as if she had just touched some venomous snake, she immediately retracted her hand.
“Your dick, why is it swollen and big?” She asked, staring up at me with curiosity evident in her big eyes, and her cheeks flushed shyly. I couldn’t help but wonder if she didn’t understand the law of erection. Well, how would age? She’s so innocent. How she chose to call my dick a little monster stunned and amused me. If only she knew what walls this guy down here had broken in the past.
“It’s swollen because of you, you did that,” I told her and saw her eyes turn to one of innocent confusion.
“But, I didn’t do anything.” She said.
Wow! How can a twenty-three-year-old adult be this clueless about intimacy?
“Yes wife, you did. Don’t you have any idea that touching a man in a certain area can trigger an erection?”
“But… you asked for a massage.”
“Yes, and your touch ended up doing this to me. You’ll have to take responsibility for your actions.” I said and watched her bite her lower lip while nervously looking down at her fingers.
“How?” She asked.
RAYNE’S POV
I watched him undo the zipper of his pants and I immediately covered my eyes with my palms. I heard his light chuckle next, making my cheeks burn with embarrassment.
“Come on wife, take your hands off,” his voice came calmly.
ERIC’s POV
Slowly her small hands came off her face and I noticed her catch her breath when her eyes met my dick. Yeah, I was used to that look. I had given every woman I had been with in the past that same reaction, but somehow, I enjoyed that reaction more on her. I reached for her hands, she was hesitant for a moment and I couldn’t help but laugh. “It doesn’t bite,” I murmured, assuring her. I was desperate, but I concealed it. I never forced women to bed, and I was definitely not going to start with her. I couldn’t wait to have her hand in my cap. My dick was already going hard at each passing second in anticipation.
She bit on the side of her lower lip, sending dirty thoughts my way. I imagined those lips kissing my cap, and my entire dick. And fuck, as tempting as that was, it wasn’t going to be tonight. We have lots of years as a couple, I wasn’t planning on divorcing her soon, or ever. I’d take it at a gradual pace with her.
I felt the warmness of her hand graze my dick and a moan escaped my throat. Her hand suddenly froze on me and I felt a sudden spiralling at the interruption. I looked at her and saw her big hazel eyes filled with worry.
“Are you okay?” She asked so innocently.
“I am, but I’m not sure I’ll be for long if you continue to keep me hanging,” I told her, my voice coming out husky. We had barely even started, and I was already a mess.