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Chapter 101: 12 noon

It's almost 12 noon when I woke up Andre prepared breakfast. He even freshen up already. I can smell

cool scent.

"Breakfast is ready." He tried to greet me with a kiss as I stand from the couch but I head directly to the

table and eat. I just wanna finish this and go home. I he won't give me money I will just ride a taxi and

pay home. I'm really going.

"Do you like what i prepared for you?" He asked waiting for a compliment. His eyes are looking at me

like a puppy waiting for a good-dog-tap.

I put more food on my mouth so i don't have to answer then bring my plate to the dishwasher. I drink

my water there too. Drake followed me and try apologizing. Doing his thing again. He is so annoying.

Well now I managed to stay untouched so I can go. I don't have to do it with this guy since I don't love

him. I was just caught on the moment last night. Now, the aura has changed. My mind is clear of not

getting involve with this guy.

"Stop it Andre' you had your chance last night. You missed it. I'm sorry!

"Please Tara. Don't go, stay with me." He said please but he pulls me with so much power I can't

actually fight.

"I have to go. We have work at the office. We are actually late."

I answered him so he would let go.

"We can take a leave anytime. That's what being the boss is for. We can take our time."

"Look, last night was a shit. I don't know why I did that maybe by curiousity or whatever but I don't love

you. I don't really feel right doing that with you. Even just by thinking about it. Last night was just

suppose to be a mistake but it didn't actually happen so no actual mistake done. You've done nothing

wrong. Let's just move on then let me go." I tried to walk away I pulled myself. I can roll over the floor if

I have to just to get out of here. But again Andre pinned me to the wall. "Try me now!" He is seducing

me. But i'm so eaGer to reject him and leave this place. Once i'm out of this door I can still live freely.

"No I don't want you. I pushed him away and shout. Help. I tried to make noise so someone could help

me. This unit is big so it's probably hard for the next unit to hear me but I still tried shouting, somebody

might be passing by and hear my call for help. Andre immediately covered my mouth and carried me

back to the couch. " Can you please stop shouting or I will be forced to put a tape on your mouth.

I tried shouting it didn't work. Now i have to try fighting. I slapped his face and kick him. I manage to

land some solid ones on his face. It angers him.

" I told you stop but you're not listening. You're driving me mad Tara." He is forcing me again. I

countered him with some kicks. He pulled my hair. It hurts me. I can't believe he would even do that.

"If you continue fighting I won't be nice to you anymore." Usual line of a rapist. His stare is more serious

too. He won't let me go and he won't accept defeat. My eyes start tearing in disbelief. I can't believe

this is Andre. He is worst than what I thought he is. I know he tricked women to lure them to sleep with

him but I never imagined him as a rapist.

"Andre if you touch me again you're going to jail." I warned him.

"I don't care wherever I go after this. But I just want you. Please... stop fighting." He wiped my tears. I

tried to reject him as much as possible. I turned my face the moment he touch me.

"I love you, Tara.Please accept me." He kisses my head while he holds me down the couch. I wasn't

fighting anymore over the fear of the punishment he will give me. But we are pn the position already for

so long i wonder if he is already sleeping behind me coz My eyes are getting heavy already. I can sleep

right now. I tried testing the water by pulling my body away instantly he grabs me back tightly.

Resisting is physically tiring. I can just close my eyes right now and rest again. Andre turned me around

to face him. He moved his face towards me and tried to kiss my lips, I looked away to avoid him. The

frustration is building up on him so he just focused conquering the other areas he can access just like

my neck. It melts me down to feels his lips running down there. I involuntarily look at him. His stare is

blank and his breathing sounds abnormal. He is unbuttonning his top revealing his upper body. Now I'm

facing him with out shirt. This fight is unfair. He grabbed my hand and lead it to his chest down his abs

just like what I did last night. I can't help but swalow my saliva. My knees feel so week right now.

Fireworks are exploding inside me. I'm pretty sure I'm not in love with him but the reaction of my body

is so confusing. My mind and body don't agree with each other. All text © NôvelD(r)a'ma.Org.

"Andre please..." I beg him.

" Please what?"

"Please stop!"

"I can't stop. We cant stop."

I was frozen. Things are happening out of my control. my eyes met his eyes now both our desire are

revealed between the two of us. Unknowingly i don't have the strength to fight anymore. My lips are no

longer rejecting his kisses. Now I can feel the thing that I didn't last night. It's like a gun pointing me. I

can't move. I realeased an awkward "Aaah". My breathing pattern changes syncing to his. He was on

top me and I willing receiving him when the door open.

My brother is home. He is supposed to be at work. Or he should have come earlier be things started.

"Shit!!!"