Alpha Alec's Redemption

“What is she talking about?” Micah turned to me in confusion. “You knew she was pregnant, yet you didn’t say anything? You still wanted her dead?” NôvelD(ram)a.ôrg owns this content.

“It wasn’t like that” Jason jumped in.

“It was exactly like that!” Sadie snapped, fire burning in her eyes. “Since he doesn’t want to admit what he did, I’ll tell you”

Her friends were behind her, offering her support, just like mine were.

She began. “I came to his office a few weeks after escaping. I didn’t want to. I didn’t want to tell him of the baby. A baby that I didn’t even remember how she was conceived. My friend her convinced me it was the right thing to do. I didn’t want anything from him, just to let him know that he was going to be a father. You know what he did after I’d told him, Micah? He plunged his hand in my chest. He wanted to rip out my fucking heart”

“What?” Micah stammered.

“Yes, your precious alpha is a fucking monster. He insulted me and degraded me by calling me names. If I remember correctly his exact words were ‘You are a slut, and I would never let my child have a hoe as a mother’ That’s what you said isn't it, Alec? Right before you tried ending my life and that of my unborn child”

My hands fucking tremble as I run them through my hair. I try to banish the memory. A Memory that refused that refuses to be silenced. A memory that wants to prove what a bastard I am.

“If you don’t believe me, you can ask Jason. He was there too,” Sadie adds, and Micah’s eyes turned to said man.

“Why would you refuse to believe her?” Micah asked.

“Why would he?” Jason answered with a question of his own. “Sadie was obsessed with Alec. She’d wanted him for a long time. Piper had told us that. She was on the cusp of losing everything. Of course, she would have done everything to stop that, including lying that she was pregnant.”

The glare that Micah sent his way was frightening. “Sadie has never been a liar, and there was a fucking possibility since you slept together. You two had unprotected sex, you told me that yourself when you couldn’t find any used condoms in the room when you were checking it for evidence”

I could feel agitation rising inside me. I had a daughter. A daughter that I almost killed with my bare hands. She didn’t even know that I existed. That she had a father.

“Even if you didn’t believe her, or feel the pup, the least you could have done was take her to a doctor for a pregnancy test.” Micah added.

“What did you expect, he was bitter over his precious mate, so he almost killed me for her sake. I can forgive anything, but I will never forgive you for trying to kill Aspen. For trying to end her life before it even began” Sadie said.

Her words settled inside me like lead. Dragging me down with their weight. Fuck! How could I have fucked up this bad? Why wasn’t I able to sense her in Sadie’s womb? It should have been fucking possible.

The crashing weight of my actions was suffocating me. Robbing me of the very air I needed to live.

“As if that wasn’t enough, he fucking labeled me a traitor. Do you know how fucking hard it was to stay alive just to make sure that my baby girl had a chance to live? Do you know how many my friends and I had to kill so that word doesn’t get back to you that I was alive? Do you know all I had to do to stay alive? I stayed alive for her. I built this fucking pack for her. To protect her from you!”

Words have never fucking hurt me, like they did right now. She thought that I was a danger to my own daughter. Fuck!

Anger was radiating from her, and her eyes kept changing color.

“She is his daughter, Sadie, he would never hurt her,” Micah tried to calm her, but it was useless.

I took note of the ease of communication between the two even though my fucking world was exploding around me.

“That’s where you are wrong, Micah, he has already tried it once. What’s to stop him from doing it again? And let’s be clear, she’s not his daughter, she’s mine. He is nothing more than a sperm donor,” she turned and glared at me. “I hold grudges, so you’re very fucking lucky, Alec. If it wasn’t for the favor, I owed Micah for helping me escape, you would have been dead for ever daring to kill my daughter.”

Her words about Micah ring in my ears.

What the fuck?