BLIND DATE ( ENGLISH VERSION )

ALEXA’S POV

“The only reason I transfer here is because of the woman I love, Alexandra Alcantara” James answered our teacher. He really has the nerve to emphasize my name. How dare he?

All of my classmates gasped for air because of what he said. Even our teacher became silent because of his answer. My eyes looked at Ken. I am unsure if I am imagining things or if he is clenching his fist. I turned my gaze away to Ken and walked towards our classroom’s exit. I knew that the tears I had been holding for a long time would fall in second at any moment. Why did he come back? I went directly to my mini office and ensured that it was locked after entering. My tears started falling when I saw the picture frame that still displays on my desk. A picture of an almost relationship that disappears like a bubble. I still clearly remember those days; even those memories gave me heartbreak.

THIRD PERSON POV

***FLASHBACK ***

A boy and a girl happily play on a swing in a children’s park. You will see how contented they are in the arms of each other, and it seems like they own the whole world.

“My Alexa, when we grew up, promise me you will do not let anyone court you. I will court you in the future and I will be your future husband. “the little boy said to the girl while smiling.

“Of course, my James. I will only marry you and be your future wife. “the little girl happily agreed with the little boy.

Then, time flies so fast. The little boy grew up with a handsome face and pleasant personality. And, of course, the little girl grew up beautifully inside out. James fulfilled his promise to Alexa when they were young. James courted Alexa, and eventually, they were officially in a relationship. Many people around them admire their relationship and believe that they are a perfect match in heaven. In fact, you cannot easily separate them. The only thing lacking for them is to be married and live in one house. Not until …

ALEXA’S POV

( Still Flashback )

One day before the day of our anniversary, James texted me to meet him in the park. I smiled after I read his message; maybe he had prepared some sort of surprise for me. I immediately went to the park to meet him. I saw him sitting in our favorite spot. I came closer to him and sat beside him.

“Hi, hubby. “I happily greeted James.

“You are already here, Wifey. I miss you. “James told me with his sincerity in his voice.

“C’mon, hubby. We only see each other yesterday, but I miss you too. “I answered back while chuckling in romantic feelings.

“Wife, “James called me, so I turned my face to him.

“I want to tell you something, “He said in seriousness, making me nervous about it.

“What is it, hubby? “I asked him and faked a smile to hide my nervousness.

“We are leaving, “James answered, with sadness in her eyes.

My world stopped because of what he said. Leaving? Why?

“When? “I asked him, trembling and trying to contain my tears.

“Tomorrow. “James answered in a low voice.

“What? Why all of the sudden? “The tears in my eyes started flowing on my face.

“Hush, Wife, “James said, comforting me.

“When are you coming back? “I asked him while crying.

James sighed before answering me, “I do not have any idea. Mom and Dad said we might stay there for good. ”

James answered, making me cry even harder. Why? Why is this happening to us? There are thoughts running through my mind, so I cannot help but ask him.

“Does it mean you are breaking up with me? “I asked him in a low voice.

“Of course not, wife, you know I love you. “he said with the most convincing voice I ever heard.

“And I love you too so much. “I answered with a smile.

“I will surely come back, Wife. I will fulfill all my promises to you since we were young. We will get married once I came back, okay? Just wait for me. “James said sincerely.

“Yes, I will surely wait for you, Hubby. One, five and even ten years or longer I will wait for you because you are my one and only. I cannot see living my life without you. “I told him sincerely too.

“Me too, my love. I cannot imagine a lifetime without you in my life. I am grateful that you love me, my love. “James said and hugged me tight like it was already the end of the world.

That same day is the last time we see each other. Our relationship goes smoothly even though we are far from each other and have different time zones. Our only communication was through video calls, which lasted for two years. However, several months after our second anniversary, we only had a short time to talk with each other. I thought he was just busy because his father was already training him as their business’s heir, even at his young age. But one news I heard destroyed everything. The news about him marrying the daughter of their business partner spread in the business world. At first, I could not believe nor accept it because I had my complete trust in the first man and hoped to be the last one with whom I would give my heart and my life. Not until we had the chance to talk to each other through video call.

“How are you, wife? “James asked me while smiling in the other line.

“You are really getting married, right? “I coldly asked him directly.

I tried my best to hide the crack in my voice to prove that I was not weak. I saw the shock on James’ face, but he immediately returned to his senses.

“Let me explain. “he said, almost sounding like a plea.

“When do you want to tell me about this? Or, you have no intention to tell me. “I asked him rudely.

“I am planning to tell you. It is just that I have no strength to tell you because I am scared. “James answered in his seriousness.

“Scared about what? Where? “I asked him once again.

” I am scared that it will cause you pain. ” James answered. His eyes prove that he is telling the truth.

” Do you think I am not in pain right now? ” I asked him. The tears I have been holding from the start already fall in my eyes.

” I am sorry for hurting you now. I love you so much, wife. ” James said, trying to comfort me.

” Then choose, ” I told him while crying still.

” What? ” he asked for pardon.

” Choose between me or your fiancée. ” I asked him emphatically.

” Do not do this to me, ” he pleaded.

” No, James, choose. ” I asked him once again.

Silence surrounded us, which made me cry even more. I think we just reached the end of our love story, which I thought would be endless.

” Let’s end this. Let’s break up. ” I told him, trying to be courageous.

James seemed shocked because of what I said, and the pain was visible in his eyes. I wiped away my tears. I know that he will not choose me. He has no courage to fight for me. He will be unable to fulfil his promise for me of a lifetime.

” Please do not do this to me. I love you so much. ” his voice started to crack down.

” If you cannot choose, I will do it for you. Actually, you do not need to choose if you still love me. This is also the best for the two us. ” I said coldly.

” No, please. Let’s talked about this first. ”

James’ tears started to flow in his eyes. I cannot look at him now because I know it will make me unsure of my decision. Be strong, Alexa!

” I am sorry, James. It seems like I will not be your future wife anymore. ” I told him bitterly.

” No, I love you so much, Alexa. ” James said even though he was still crying.

” But your love is not enough to fight for me and our relationship, right? ” I asked him once again.

He became quiet after what I said. I also see how confused he is right now.

” How about you? Is your love still strong to fight for me, or maybe you have another man, so it is easy for you to leave me behind. ” James asked emphatically.

He really had the nerve to reverse it to me. I need to lie to end this.

” I love him more than you. No, scratch that. I love him the most and you have no space in my heart anymore. ” I answered him, emphasizing each word.

I am sorry, James, but I must do this for your family and your future. I knew that time had stopped our world. He cried even more, and it doubled the pain I was feeling. Silence reigned between the two of us. The only sound you will hear in our call is his sobbing. After some time, he wiped away his tears and smiled bitterly.Published by Nôv'elD/rama.Org.

” Then I am letting you go. I am happy that before I get married, you find already the man who will replace me and love you the way I did. Goodbye Alexa ” James said, which made my heart break into pieces.

Then the call ends, and also our relationship. That night I cried so hard. But I know I cannot change what my decision was.

*** END OF FLASHBACK ***

TO BE CONTINUED!